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Mmaritas dRiuri

                   მოსწავლე-ეკატერინე ნავოიანი

                                                                  30.04.1954

         

           me marita var. vgrZnob, rom yvelas vuyvarvar da Cems silamazes broweulis xes adareben. Mmezoblebi gakvirvebiT amboben: ,,glexis qali da egre lamazi?”. Ees yvelaze metad mabednierebs,  radgan is grZnoba, rodesac xedav rom yvelas uyvarxar, gabednierebs da ufro gaZlierebs. EerTi suli maqvs xvalindeli dRe movides. ratom? imitom,  rom xval ubednieresi dRea, xval vardobisTvis pirveli dRea da Cven xom ,,arifanas” aRvniSnavT. ,,arifana” saZmo sufra, yvavilTa dResaswauli da yrmaTa pur-marilis SeerTebaa.Aam dResaswauls ubnis bavSvebi vmarTavT.

                                                                  Mmarita.

 

                                                                  1.05.1954

 

           dadga is ubednieresi dRe, rodesac yvela erTad vikribebiT da verTobiT.Ees dRe gansakuTrebulad damamaxsovrda.Mme vexmarebodi ufrosebs, sufras vSlidi da axlad mosul stumrebs adgils vuCendi. cota  xnis Semdeg gediasTan erTadac vicekve. is bednieri saxiT miyurebda. xandaxan veridebodi iqaurobas da davseirnobdi. uceb sufraze viRacam wamoiZaxa, rom Cven Seyvarebulebi varT da amis Semdeg daiwyo am ambis garCeva. Semdeg TamaSi gavagrZeleT, rom movrCiT, gediam isev sacekvaod gamiyvana da Sua cekvis dros dideda lelaurma xeli Camkida da gamomiyvana. Cumad CamCurCula: ,,ra Seni tolia eg WirismWameli! “. am dros guli Zalian metkina. yvela gedias dascinoda Cveni gadametebuli siyvarulis gamo. Cven ki gviyvars erTmaneTi, magram Cven beds albaT dideda gadawyvets, me Tu SemekiTxebian Zalian kargi iqneba. magram didedas ar unda, rom Rarib kacs gavyve  colad. me mainc unda vTxovo didedas, iqneb momisminos.

   

                                                    marita.                                     3.05.1954

 

           rogorc vTqvi,  vicodi,  rom dideda im mdidar kacs Cems cxovrebas daukvaSirebda.Qqorwilis dRes Cemi cxovreba nislisferi gaxda. AaRar var is marita,  rac adre viyavi. rodesac SeTe rames meubneboda TiTqos gulSi nemsi mCxvletda ise mesmoda misi sityvebi. gediasTvis ki viTomc araferi,  zedac ar Semomxeda. mgoni mas hgonia,  rom me uaryavi is da es Cemi arCevani iyo. imedia,  mase ar ifiqrebs. Zalian minda, rom simarTle icodes,  minda icodes rom me arafer SuaSi var...

 

                                       marita.

                                                                  02.06.1957

 

           dro gavida. yvelas daaviwyda Cveni qorwinebis ambavi. me ki rom vixseneb,  cudad vxvdebi. SeTem Cveni bavSvis naTliad gedia moiyvana. gedia ki Cveulebrivad iqceva. erTmaneTs monatrebuli rom iqnebian adamianebi, ai ase viyaviT me da gedia. Cemi dedamTili gardaicvala. SeTe TrialeTze iyo. gedia movida samZimris saTqmelad,  am dros marto viyavi. gediam veRar gauZlo da Camexuta. Semdeg dRes yvela Cvenze saubrobda. me azrze ar viyavi ea xdeboda, yvela gabrazebuli miyurebda, es maSinebda. yuri movkari, Turme me SeTes vuRalate. es rom gavige,  Tavzari dameca,  rogor minda yvelam simarTle  icodes,  magram axla vin momismens?! Cemi bedi axla cicikores xelSia.

 

                                                                   03.06.1957

 

           zafxulis nacrisferi dila gaTenda, nawvimari, nacivari dRe iyo. CemTvis yvelaze ubeduri dRea, magram am garemos rom gavcildebi ,SeiZleba mze gamovides, radgan sicocxles rodesac gamomasalmeben, soflis Semarcxveneli moSordeba iqaurobas da, albaT, bednierad icxovreben. albaT ar amcdeba da dasruldeba kidevac Cemi sicocxle!

          

 

                                       marita